Expensive Night

-Do you think dead people trade experiences of dying? I’ve been stuck at home for days now, writing or feeling miserable, a little less of the first. I feel sick. It’s psychosommatic. I was sitting on the couch recently stuck in some goo, I could feel my consciousness writhing, trying to get out, or maybe crawling further into the unknown. Like I’m there but I’m really not. And I go to sleep praying, questioning my existence. If I received any response at all, then maybe my belief in something would be furthered. I believed in god, or at least believed […]