Settling

-The sun’s down and I stopped to pick a movie, I got a two for. A Spanish film and one directed by Maggie and Jake’s father. Pick up some inebriating spirits and head for home. The room fills with smoke, a darkening into my somber mood. And I sit in the dark and watch both films. One, the Spanish film, about luck and the possibility of surviving accidents-in the film that makes you lucky. I survived and here I am, still at home(translation:living with mom) and feeling directionless. I hate the pains of the substitute teacher. I’m at odds with […]